Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Thursday, May 12, 2005

It's late & I'm still up. & I'm habing papers tmr. Ohwells.
(Let's pray that THAT song & THIS song doesn't play tonight.)

I can't help it. I tend to think a lot every now & then. I'm stucked. I don't wanna be here. The pain is eating me inside out.

I wished we weren't lovers at all. I wished I didn't met you at all. I wished we were just friends. I wished everything was just a dream. I wished I didn't exist at all. I wished you are here with me now.

I hope life has been doing you good. I hope everything's okay for you. I hope you will love her more than the way she loves you. I hope that she'll love you for you. I hope she's the one you've been looking for. I hope to see you happy. I hope to see you again. I hope to have you by my side all the time.

I knew we weren't meant to be. (:
Thanks. -nodds

FAT HOPES, FAKE WISHES.

Okay, that was just crap. I need to have a heart-to-heart talk with someone please. People around me, all I can't seem to trust at all. ):

Why don't you call us exfriends instead?
Doesn't that sounds better?
It wouldn't hurt much.
Just like a knife stabbing through your heart.
Wanna try?

; stick with you